i hope you can finally wake up from your nightmare. because you see, it hurts my heart to see you like that and i can do nothing about it. there's only so much i can say. but its up to you if you want to listen or not. maybe you're just too blinded to see the truth on front of you.

so i had lunch with dear cousin after her last exam. oh my goodness, life of a uni student. especially a local one. i dare say i'm super proud of her and i miss her alot too. and we had the whole idea of wearing our traditional clothes for christmas. but the thing is, i dont have a Kebaya. which is very upsetting. and she says that im not supposed to be wearing dark colours Kebayas. because its against tradition to wear suck dark colours when im so young. and have any of you have any idea how expensive Kebayas are? and how difficult it is to buy a nice one?

i'm totally lost as to what to wear for christmas. i never had a problem like this before. but now im as broke as shit.

im currently angry at your insensitivity. its not about you not replying me. its more about what you said to me that made me upset. you should just fuck off far away and never come back.

dont get into a relationship if you're not ready. because you're just going to hurt more people.
dont say you love her when you dont even think about her.
dont say you love her when you barely know what it means.
because, if you do, her needs are above yours.
her happiness is above yours.
you'd be more concerned about her.
you knew what you were getting yourself into.

museum hopping.


like you scent, it interwines.